Should I keep my natural color, or go back to being ginger?

F/19/6'0" [154lbs > 141lbs = 13lbs] My 16-19 transformation with fillers and style changes.

How long was your CNA program?

Hey, did anyone just lose some sub-regions?

Ancestry update out

Should I go partially blonde(like highlights or balayage)? I once got light brown baby lights and it made me look like I had grey hairs and washed me out. Also, when I saw my hair in the mirror after it got bleached- no toner or anything- bright yellow- I looked hella ugly.

Y'all ever have to act 95% of the time because you genuienly can't care?

Just bombed a job phone screening, after 10-15 seconds I got hung up on. I was super awkward and anxious. I feel hopeless and feel super setback by this situation.

Have you ever felt suicidal because of your anxiety?