Update after shaving my head 2/3 months ago! No patches!
So completely shaving my hair was a ride!! I absolutely hated it but the patches and obsession became too much. since shaving it i went through such relief at not being physically able to anymore and constantly worried that when it got long enough it would come back. There’s been moments that I’ve pulled a couple hairs out and I do fiddle with it a lot but something has shifted and for the first time in years and I have a full thick head of hair with no patches! I’m going to the hairdressers for the first time in years tomorrow after years of not going due to being embarrassed!! So happy 🥹
So completely shaving my hair was a ride!! I absolutely hated it but the patches and obsession became too much. since shaving it i went through such relief at not being physically able to anymore and constantly worried that when it got long enough it would come back. There’s been moments that I’ve pulled a couple hairs out and I do fiddle with it a lot but something has shifted and for the first time in years and I have a full thick head of hair with no patches! I’m going to the hairdressers for the first time in years tomorrow after years of not going due to being embarrassed!! So happy 🥹