I threw up in class

I fucking hate myself. I just got home after nearly crying on the bus.

I've felt pretty icky all day, but I almost always feel at least a little sick so I didn't think much of it. Well today, in the middle of class, I suddenly vomited on my fucking lap. I hadn't eaten anything in a couple days, so there wasn't much, but it was enough to get on my lap and the backpack of the guy sitting in front of me. I tried to clean it up as best I could and then rushed out of class.

It was fucking disgusting. It happened so fast I couldn't stop it.

I feel so fucking ashamed and disgusting. Now that whole class is going to know me as the girl who vomited on some guys backpack.

This is why I don't have any friends. I'm so sick of this shit.