RD perspective on child sexual abuse?

Hi community! would you know of a talk where ram dass mentions early sexual abuse and its meaning during our soul journey? how to overcome it?

sadly i have been a victim mysef, and i feel like i missed on all my existence because if this huge trauma.. i didnt leave the life i wish i had lived. and i can't help holding on to this "victim" identity and mentality...

i would love to hear ram dass perspective on that...

Thank you all