ONE WEEK ct check-in

I’m tired today. The trazodone from the doctor did its job and put me to sleep last night. I woke up three times. It’s interesting because my sleep tracker app said that I didn’t snore at all.

It’s never said I didn’t snore. In fact, it’s usually hours of snoring. Strange.

Anyways, my alarm woke me up and I definitely wasn’t ready to get up. Like my brain finally got some sleep and it’s like “Fuck you I need more”. Sorry brain I can’t call in sick today.

Going to my car this morning it was fucking 4 degrees outside. Holy shit it’s cold.

Today will mark seven days since my final Kratom dose. Coming off of a 1.5 year relapse, 15-20 GPD capsules.

I feel good. I was really tired at work but positive and productive. Lunchtime workout was weak sauce but my body is still sore from the hardcore workout I had this weekend.

Current symptoms : stomach pain, diarrhea, headache, very tight muscles and stiff neck, occasional body chills, fatigue / heavy body, pretty rough mental fog.

I feel more in control of my emotions than I was while on Kratom. Everything is all good. I’m more friendly and relaxed when it comes to socializing.

What do you guys think I will feel like at the end of week 2? Will some of this head fog clear up?