I still find my birth body pretty but I wanna transition?
I've been identifying myself as transmasc for almost one year, but something isn't clear for me. Everytime I look at myself in the mirror I don't find my body disgusting or ugly and find it pretty as a feminine body. But I know I still want to identify as a guy and have guy body features. So am I describing gender dysphoria or just fine with my current body? I thought gender dysphoria was like finding your own body repulsive because it's not like what you imagine. But I find it pretty if I was a girl. But I'm not. So I'm kinda guilty for not "accepting" my current body because I find it fine, but not for myself. I think it also could be internalised transphobia. But I'm genuinely scared of not making the good choice.