Did You Keep Your Middle Name?

So this might be a little silly but I was looking into getting my name changed (Finally lol) but I was wondering if anyone else had kept their middle name even if it was a feminine name?

The reason why I ask is because my middle name is special to me as it was chosen by my late grandmother, but it's very much a fem. name so it'd look a little weird, I guess. I just wanted some advice as to if I should keep my middle name the same or not.