how to deal with being ugly?

Hey guys Recently ive been in a big slump, and struggling with how ugly i think i am. it makes me genuienly upset, and im afraid ill never get a girlfriend or partner who will be sexually attracted to me because of my looks and not in spite of them.

im chubby and weirdly shaped, i have a weird sloped double chinned neck, my nose is oddly shaped, my eyes are too small and i generally feel like i look like a freak. it makes me feel like im less of a butch, and i cant help but compare myself to others constantly. i get no romantic interests, no one flirts with me, and no one crushes on me. i try to be outgoing and confident and flirty and charismatic, but i still feel hideous.

any other butches out there who feel the same?

thanks :,)