Struggling with society standards

I came out last year. I'm afab and started taking T a few months ago. I have been feeling good about my body. However I'm struggling to figure out how long I want to be on T. I have big boobs and want to keep them but I feel like that will make it so I will never pass as male but if I keep taking T I will end up looking like I'm in the middle of transitioning for the end of time. Although I know who I am and how I feel, I worry that almost every one will not understand. Which makes me think I should stop taking T before I reach that point. It has made me question what my goals are for taking T. I originally started for bottom growth and to look more androgynous. However I feel like my face is already androgynous and my breasts are the only thing keeping me from being truly androgynous. That and my voice. So now just feeling confused on how to proceed.