Im fine without you now

Hey!

It's been a crazy last few months, I know I know you don't care. Neither do I.

Listen, I'll say it now and leave it forever, Fuck you.

Fuck you for putting me through all of that, fuck you for not helping me when i helped you, fuck you for taking so long, fuck you and your so called love you had for me. I should've known it was doomed from the start. I gave everything I had to you and even worked with you to try to resolve our issues but nothing worked. Then you had those times where I couldn't get you when all I wanted was answers, that all I wanted. Everyone kept treating me like i was going crazy and I was, I fully was.

I was going crazy trying to rationalize every action you've done. I gave you so many chances it isn't even funny and what did I get for it: Ghosting, Half-Ass messages, Dumping on me, barely holding a conversation and being surprised I did what I did. You used me, your ass used me and I was too blind to see it. I tried so hard not to assume you were this way but you proved me right in so many ways.

From this day forward you're dead to me, I wont even think about you. I leave any grievances, any fears, any care i had for you in this message, to forever be imprisoned for eons! I don't wish any harm on you but I hope life comes back to you soon.

But as for me, so much has happened, I've found my joy again! I've also rekindled my past friendships. Im doing great and feeling great. I have a roof over my head and good food on the table, a family who loves me and a future that was way brighter than the one I had imagined with you. Also I'm done with dating , you ruined it and also saved me, dating is a joke in this day and age. Im not going through that bullshit again, fuck dating and fuck you forever times infinity.

oh and wash yourself for the love of god

Goodbye and Good Riddance!