you're impossible to find

I lost you many years ago
Maybe 'twas a past life
Dark ages before what's told
Before then was you and I
Simple words can't describe
The Love we did hide
From two battling families
Destined not to be right
Still this evermore dream
Longs for you every night
Waiting like a release
Of this pining emotion I fight
Yet it never comes,
Your long gone from my life
To not to look at the photos
Decades past kisses in summertime
Nor do my rhymes,
Do justice to the pain or fright
Its hurt me for years,
Dreams where you're by my side
Twiriling my hair,
Saying it'll be alright
Then the dawn comes,
You're a ghost in my life
Haunting my bedside
I'll never love again in this life
She haunts my memory
Reminding me like a terror in the night
Love when you're young
Is a curse of the psyche
Innocence long gone
Your fragile old mind
Wishing it had not lost
The one thing you held tight
And now it's all gone
you're impossible to find