PAWS? From quitting alcohol cold turkey.

The TL;DR version is basically I am looking for a peptide or nootropic to help reset my brain and give me less anxiety/panic/fear.

I'm 31 years old I started drinking pretty regularly around 15. Only getting worse as the years went by. Before I quit drinking I was up to 40 shooters a day (about a half a gallon) everyday for 2-3 years.

17 months ago I quit cold turkey and haven't had anything since then. I suffer very bad anxiety and have panic attacks daily. I can barely leave my house even if I have someone with me. I just have irrational fear of having a panic attack in public and loosing control. Like having a heart attack or stroke and not being able to get help.

I have a psychiatrist and have tried at least 20 meds in the past 17 months. It feels like my chest is caving in and my heart struggles to pump blood and I start freaking out and eventually have a panic attack.

I get surges of adrenaline and my head gets fuzzy and feels like pressure in my head. I get really dizzy and feels like my head is spinning and my face flushes and it takes hours to snap out of it.

I just want to feel better. I quit drinking to better myself and it has not been good ever since. Any help or ideas is greatly appreciated.