26M tangled in competitive exams, unemployed.

Myquals: Completed BCOM Hons from western small DU college in corona lockdown (open book exams and no placement) and graduated in mid 2021. No specialisation, I don't even know what that means, guess that's a DU thing.

Started helping in my father's shop, and lazily studied for competition. Gave SSC exams but it requires you to be an expert in all sub-topics which I'm never going to be but still I've gotten the hang of the repetitive topics, but the GK subject physically stops me from studying, I barely score 9-10 marks out of 50.

Then I tried banking, and lack of GA seemed to help in Pre, but the difficulty level in Mains made me go blank in the exam, I couldn't think straight and fumbled the doable questions.

Haven't cleared any mains yet, mainly because of my procrastination, but still I'm trying.

My biggest mistake I think was not taking IT in 11th commerce and instead opting for Economics because our Account neighbour suggested that. And I don't know why did I not know about the significance of this decision, I regret it to this day, as I see my classmates living comfortable lives being IT engineers.

Right now I saw that CUET PG forms are out, what should I do which topic should I choose because I don't know any path ahead. Please guide me.

Poor family background, from Bihar living in Delhi. No relative has good career. Infact I'm in the first generation of graduate kids. But I'm really grateful to my father for reaching so far all alone and having a place to live. I would not even be giving these exams up till now if it wasn't for him.

Please guide me.