My dad died yesterday.

It was so fast. He was fine and then he was gone. I can’t process it. I just had a baby 3 months ago and I was so excited for them to bond. My dad loved him so much and now my son will never know him and it’s breaking my heart.

I just want my dad. I feel like I didn’t get enough time. My mom and my dad were together for 40 years and I don’t even know how to help her grieve. He was supposed to walk me down the aisle in November. His Eagles are in the Super Bowl. How is this even happening?! I feel like I’m already forgetting his voice.