i'm leaving r/crushes

my crush texted me with the words that she liked me for 4 years but because i wasn't making a move she got tired and moved on. i'm so fucking mad at myself. i wanna reincarnate just so i can dig out my own body from the grave and burn it. i waited too long. i'm a fucking dipshit. the only girl that actually liked me turned away from me. and what hurts most she was a best friend of mine of 8 years. i lost it all just because i'm a pussy. i'm just expecting some mental support🙏. i will delete this post after a week and delete my reddit account