I’m scared

Hi im 19 years old and I'm scared of this everyday now, I was baptized in 2023, and this year I have not done what I promised god. I broke up with my girlfriend because of my porn addiction and I lie a lot, this month showed me god again. And I repent everyday now, and read the Bible now. I'm scared, confused ,concerned, I get anxiety and nightmares because of judgment day now. I want to try to be a better Christian, and follow god!😭🙏🏼 (lust destroyed my life.)