Should I get a private scan?

Guys Help ! I just found out from other Reddit users that I have access to get a private ultrasound. I’m 8 weeks and my next scan is Thursday . I’m sooo tempted to get a scan to check if my baby’s heart is still beating . Last week at 7 weeks 1 day it was at 123 bpm which didn’t provide me much reassurance. What would you guys do ?

Update: I guess I knew something was up because my baby stopped growing shortly after the previous ultrasound.

Edit: I should have added more context but I’ve had 3 consecutive losses