I (F,31) want a polygamous relationship, but is that okay in India?

I love the idea of two men desiring me as a whole, I dream that both would love me equally, and there is no fight between any of us, our lives are peaceful, the idea that I could never be deprived of love and attention, even if one is busy or a bit angry with me, the other would be still available and there to love me, care for me, pamper me, and yes I, I would love both of my men immensely, madly, I would give all the love I have in me through all these years. Please don't get me wrong! Is there something who thinks alike?